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and was afraid of its black dazzle,
pure altitude and looming foam.
a shining vault that could not stay
its own iridescence,
an ocean devoured by its crest.
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I thought of the pit which
used to be right next to the building, the bottomless
pit that had inspired shivers of fear at night,
not only in me but in all the pretty children,
girls, and adults who lived on all the floors....
They were afraid of the secret inside themselves
as if fearful of a past sin that
could not stay buried in the past for all
eternity. Eventually they forgot about the pit,
its memories and secrets as well as what it contained,
like instinctive animals who scratch some dirt
to conceal their disgrace. One morning, waking
up from a black nightmare that seethed with human
faces, I discovered that the pit had been covered
over. It was then that I
understood with horror, gripped by the same
nightmarish feeling, that the pit had been turned
inside out, and it now
rose out of the site that was once called the
pit. They had a new way of referring to this new
space that brought mystery and death up to our
very windows; they called this dark well the air
shaft.
Orhan Pamuk
from The Black Book
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