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and was afraid of its black
dazzle,
pure altitude and looming foam.
a shining vault that could not
stay
its own iridescence,
an ocean devoured by its
crest.
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I
thought of the pit which used to
be right next to the building,
the bottomless pit that had
inspired shivers of fear at
night, not only in me but in
all the pretty
children, girls, and adults who
lived on all the floors.... They
were afraid of the secret inside
themselves as if fearful of a
past sin that could not stay
buried in the past for all
eternity. Eventually they forgot
about the pit, its memories and
secrets as well as what it
contained, like instinctive
animals who scratch some dirt to
conceal their disgrace. One
morning, waking up from a black
nightmare that seethed with human
faces, I discovered that the pit
had been covered over. It was
then that I understood with
horror, gripped by the same
nightmarish feeling, that the pit
had been turned inside out, and it now
rose out of the site that was
once called the pit. They had a
new way of referring to this new
space that brought mystery and
death up to our very windows;
they called this dark well the
air shaft.
Orhan
Pamuk
from The Black
Book
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